I think the thing I struggle with the most is uncertainty. It's like, with my situation, I feel like I know what to expect, and then something happens and I realize I didn't know what to expect at all/I was completely wrong. And then I realize I have no idea what to expect in the future.
No control over the situation, feeling completely powerless over things that happen in my life.
And so I call because I want to know what to expect, to feel like I have some power to choose in that moment instead of feeling completely powerless, like this thing happened and I have no control over it.
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“Holding on is believing that there’s only a past; letting go is knowing that there’s a future.” – Daphne Rose Kingma
